Does it really matter whom do we believe and whom we dont...Oh yah it really does.
We believe in a person,we believe in our parents,but then y do we believe in what thy say
GOD. Is it really neccessary to believe in something that is not there. And if it really
is not there then y do we believe in it.
I had the only question in my head from when i was young, what is GOD. Is it something
that gives us strength or is it something that gives us the source to live in this life.
I thought and thought and finally i got this answer that "No, it isnt". Its not the thing that
gives us energy to live or to care for but its none other than us which gives us this energy.
When i was too young, too imature to think the thing really exists, i use to believe in it.
I use to pray with my grandma everyday after bathing in the morning and every night before sleeping.
She use to say that when u pray from ur heart the wishes we make comes true.I then use to wish that my
grandma should always be there with me.I was too young then i know.After getting some matureness
I always wished,knowing that she was too old,that whatever happens to her let it happen in front of me.
So that if possible i could be of some help. And see what happened i came for my vacations
and i just went to see off my uncle and not even i reach there and i got this news.I had a
thought then that happened to all those prayers.Then i thought and then i came to this conclusion
"ITS ALL WRITTEN"
Really it is.And no one can change it completely,minor modifications can be made but not complete
alteration.
Days went by and so did I. Then i fell in love. She used to ask me why don't i believe in God
and i always use to change the topic or would always give silly reasons. One day she insisted
me on telling her why didnt i believe and so I told her everything. She laughed at me, at my
thoughts said what a childish behaviour I have. Was it really so. I never thought likewise.
It wasnt the matter of just responding to my prayers or my grandma's.It wasnt the matter of believing.
It was a mere matter of trust,of hope which then i use to keep from Him. Then i came to know
that there is no such thing like God. Then she again laughed and told me that he is.So she started
making me believing in things which werent there.And then it again happened.
The girl left very unexpectedly(not in real sense).I had anticipated that she would be leaving me,
but i still wanted to hold her back.But as i said "ITS ALL WRITTEN". I regretted in the beginning
but after the time went by i recovered from the shock.Then too it wasnt a matter of my love again it
was a matter of trust.And when a living being can break my trust so easily then how can i expect from
someone that really aint there.
I wouldnt be writting a big blog which u wil get bored to read but its just what i think.
It doesnt really matter whom dont u believe but it matters whom do u believe and at what extent do u
believe them.For me my Gods are my parents because they are the one because of whom i came
into this world and because of whom i m still here.I will always praise them and this is just an glimpse
of how much i believe them.
Think about it..........
